My last blog, my dear. :) Pls read this one. <3

Dear my dear friends and readers,

I think i will close this blog for a time. Don't ask me about the reason. I do what i want and i don't need to care why. :) Beside, the real reason is kind complicating so...hard to explain to you know why! :) 

The last thing i want to say, thank you for all of your supports, even if there is someone who read, and still reading my blog or not. :P Thanks for everything you had done to me for all that time. I can't describe how happy you'd made me. How happy i was and i am. :) I never think i will have some reader when i open this blog, this is honest. But you guys, whoever you are, made me so so so suprised. :3

You have been so kind to me, to my bloody stories, to all my artworks, my terrible quotes, or my crazy blogs for all this time.

Sometimes my feelings affect me and i write something really bad. And yea, my quotes, always be dark amd evil and bla bla bla... :v But after all, you guys still keep reading this blog and give me more than 3000 times visiting my blog. This is my biggest pleasure. <3

Again, thank you, for everything you guys had done to me. I wish i could find something else to say, but i guess i couldn't. :) 

This is not the end of this blog, cause i will be back soon... I'm not sure about my "soon", but who knows?! :)) Maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, maybe next month, someday in the furute, who knows and who cares, you just need to know this is not my farewell! I'm still alive so i can come back everytime i want. Lol! :))

I planned to keep this blog until Lunar new year, but now i need to go sooner so...

~~°•°°•• HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR 2014 EVERYONE!!! ••°°•°~~

Wish all best wishes come to ppl who i love and care, and my readers too. <3

Goodbye, and see you soon. <3
Hug and kiss.

Elena Carlise Sparrow

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If you don't want to be killed by someone, let kill them first.

There is no Karma in this world, so don't wait.

Madness???

Don't blame people when they don't act kind and nice to you.

Just blame yourself why you don't strong enough to push them down and kill them all.

What is madness???

This is MADNESS!

Klaroline... What an unhappy ending! ;__;

Ok... Vampire diaries ss5 ep 11 means ep 100th of the all series...

Matt and Rebekah.

Jenna, Alaric back... (As ghosts but whatever, they back.)

Oh yes, and the only reason i watch this episode: Klaroline!!!!!

Klaroline meeting, Klaroline conversation

Klaroline truth...

Klaroline promise :'((((

Klaroline kiss....

Klaroline sex....

Yes. Klaroline did actually happen, but then it just happens only one time, and never happens again. :'(((

Klaus will go after that, leave Mystic falls forever and never come back. ;_____; That's what he promised with Caroline. ;__;

Oh my Klaroline heart.... Breaks in a thousand pieces... </3

Julie Plec! I promise, if i see you on the street someday, i will give you a punch in your face, rip your heart out of your chest, and leave your dead body there till it roots!

What a happy funny day! <3

Ok... Actually, Bitchy queen hasn't been home for some reasons... But never mind! She is fine now! :v

Anways, too many parties appear in my plan these days so i don't think i have any time for drawing. Sorry, but this is the last time of this year, i should spend more time enjoying myself. Hehehe! :)))

And here we are, some pics of the party today, actually, just a family meeting at Bud's ice cream. But whatever! :)

Thanks noone for your caring! :*

Er... It is an artwork plan, isn't it? ::">

When i saw Aries and Taurus on this pic, the first thing appeared in my mind was: "Wow! They just like Thor and Loki!!!"

It sounds stupid... I'm sorry! ;__; But those handsome guys are haunting my mind now. I can't get them out, can't stop thinking about them.

Doesn't really matter but, I am both Aries and Taurus. My birth of date stays between them so some said i'm Aries, some said i'm Taurus...  I have no idea! But i don't care about Zodiac,...bla bla bla. So Whatever! I'm a hybrid! :3

Anyways, i plan to draw some chibi of those handsome brothers when my Asus the bitchy queen comes home. Should i or shouldn't i? :">

Shut up mind, why the hell you said i shouldn't?!?

So this is a good news! :3

Asus will be back home tomorrow!!!! :::::D

I wish i could say something buy honestly, i have no idea what should i say about this. Just...too happy to be described!!! \m/

Anyways, i feel a bit worry for all my artworks in my Asus... Don't know still they are there or not. :((

New project or whatever because Asus hasn't come home! ;__;

Enjoy! <3

I don't want to live on this planet anymore!!! :(((((

Ok, so i've actually lived a week without my bitchy Asus. Feel like i lost a part of my body or something. ;__;

And yes, she hasn't been home. Idk when exactly... I only know that i feel like i don't want to live on this planet anymore! ;;____;;

My shipper life! :3

Ok... So this is a list of couples i'm shipping (in Movies/ TV series/ Books) :

* Delena: Damon & Elena (Vampire Diaries)
* Klaroline: Klaus & Caroline (Vampire Diaries)
* Elijah & Hayley (The Originals)
* Johnlock: John & Sherlock (Sherlock)
* Mystrade: Mycroft & Lestrade (Sherlock)
* Mycroft and his cakes (Sherlock) [ It's ok to say i'm weird! ]
* Grace & Lorcan (Vampirates)
* Thorki: Thor & Loki (Thor/The Avengers)
* Lokane: Loki & Jane (Thor)
* Jack & Davy Jones [ Sounds so weird! >_> ] (Pirates Of The Caribbean)

Crying Elsa! :3

So there you are, our crying Elsa. :3

Random Elsa & Grace and Connor Tempest. :3

Still working. :3

Enjoy! <3

Grace Tempest?!?

If you have ever read the Vampirates book of Justin Somper, you would have known her.

Here you are, Grace Tempest. The smart, lucky, strong and powerful girl, who has half vampire and half human blood running in her vein. (i forgot that name...)

I plan to draw all charaters in Vampirates: Grace, Connor, Lorcan, Darcy, VP captian, Lola,...bla bla bla... And yes, it's just a plan.... ._.

Anyways, bcoz my bitchy Asus haven't backed home, i give you some of my pencil artworks.

Enjoy! <3

Attention! Bad news! ;__;

The bad news is: our bitchy queen haven't come home! ;__; I haven't heard any news about her either, so all i can do now is waiting and praying for her! ;__; Pls, be fine bitchy queen. I will lost without my Asus! ;^; *cryusariver*

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We better just act like strangers.

Or only i need to act like stranger to you.

At least i never mean anything to you, don't i?

Or at least you did mean so much to me after all.

I always think i can turn it off.

But when i look at you, i always realize that i never can.

We better just act like strangers.

So i finally won't feel anything anymore.

Hey, you know what? I AM FINE AGAIN! Hehehe!!! :)))

I finally walkthrough "His last vow feeling", thank God! :))

Ok... Today, I find most of ppl said that HLV was the most misunderstood episode in the all series, they couldn't deal with what was happening in this ep. I think i don't get it! ._. I mean, i  understood everything in HLV.  Nothing was too hard to understand for me. Idk why... The all episode just happened quicker than normal, that's all. How can you misunderstood it? ._.

Anways, i hope their won't any HLV feelings here anymore. Feeling so free when you can solve some trouble had happened in your mind for a long time.

I'm fine again. Finally! :))

P.s: Again, pls attention!!! In HLV last scene, Jimmy dead was true, guys!!! And his lover ( Teehee :))) ) Sebbie is coming on his way to revenge for Jim. :)) Andrey Scott or Moffat or Gatiss (whatever) is not a liar! They all told the truth! Yayyyyy!!!!

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Don't trust anyone on this planet escape yourself.

Jimmy was dead!!!! Tee hee!!! :)))

Ok. Finally, i calm a bit down! :))

I just missed a stuff called "after credit" of last episode of Sherlock. Shame on me! Hehe... :P

JIM MORIATY WAS ABSOLUTELY DEAD!

SEBASTIAN MORAN IS ON HIS WAY!

We call it Sweet Revenge baby! :)

Yay!!!!

Have i mentioned i'm not ok?

His last vow is still haunting me and telling me that everything was NOT fine... And i think i was dead... :'(((

Oh God! How long will it take to feel okay again? :'(

I just... CAN'T!

I need season FOUR! NOW! RIGHTNOW!!! :'((((

I don't wanna be like cinderella. Waiting on the dark or...

F*ck!!!! I'm totally not okayyy!!! :'((

I'm not okayyyyyyy!!!!

I'm not okay...

Absolutely, NOT OKAY!!!

The third episode of Sherlock is still blowing my mind now. -_- I've spent and still spending all day just thinking about it...

Yes, i did mention this but I AM NOT OKAY NOW!!!

After i watched this ep, there only 3 things appeared in my mind:
- Oh god... Sherlock... Oh god...Mary... Oh god... John... :'(((
- Too much bromancel!!! <3<3<3
- How possible Jimmy is not dead? >_>

I'm pretty sure i still need a shock blanket now! -_-

P.s: I know i've posted too much about my "his last vow" feeling. But i won't stop until i REALLY feel okay... ._.

......

WHAT THE FUCK???

Jim is back???

Jim Moriaty is still alive???

........

._.

I'm in shock.
I need a shock blanket now! ._.

His last vow is coming... I'm losing my control!!!! >_>

Ok ok... I'm feeling a little panic when i know ep 3 his last vow is coming nearer and nearer...

So, to stop that feeling and calm mysefl, 2 hours ago, i chose to watch some pictures of Benny and Tommy.

For God's sake. That was the most stupid decision i've ever made in my life!

Now, i can NOT and i will NEVER ever can do "calm myself" anymore. =))))

Benny, Tommy, and my others handsome guys, you are the reason i keep living on this planet! Do you know? :v 

Yes... Of course, you don't know! :))

His last... *beep*!!!

BBC One: #Sherlock - His Last Vow: Sometimes somebody has to die.

Moffat and Gatiss and the cast: MORE TEAR THAN EVER.

The Fandom: - It will be Mary and the unborn baby. Like the book.
- No, it will be Mycroft! I'm sure.
- No, it must be Greg Lestrade!

Me: Ok, i don't care what you said but if you still act just like now, I WILL BE THE ONE WHO DIES BECAUSE OF THE HEART ACTTACK BEFORE THE EPISODE IS ON!

Curse you, bbc! You're really good at scared this fandom to dead...

.....

-_-

Bad news guys! :((((

Ok. Bad news guys! :(

My Asus the bitchy queen, which is always used to draw chibi Sherly and Joan, fell ill yesterday. :'((

Last evening, I just used her to check my facebook, but then an hour later, when i try to open her again, the screen lock appeared but the keyboard didn't. >_> So i couldn't type my password to open her. :((( She was locked and impossible to be opened. I mean, unable to be unlocked. -.-

I don't know why, but i sent her to the hospital (i mean the store) today to check and find out what is really happening to her. Poor my bitchy queen. Hope she will be home with me soon. :'(

So... It also means there will be NO chibi project/ femlock project in this week. (I'm affaird there will be more...)

I'm not sorry guys coz this is not my fault. But... Ok. I'm sorry for this trouble. -.-

Just give your best wishes for my Asus the bitchy queen. Hope she will be fine soon. :(

Miss u Asie... Or... Whatever...

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If people say "i'm sorry" when they are forced to do that. I guess it really means "i will revenge!"

Last choice?

You said you choose me just bcoz you can't choose anyone else, so i am your last choice.

Lucky you! You still have a last choice to choose at least.

You have to know that i don't have and i've never ever had a thing called "last choice". So if i have to murder someone. You will be my first and my only choice, sweetie. <3

I'm in shock, give me a blanket!!!!

I really need a blanket now.

I just read some spoiler and theory of sherlock ss3ep3: His last vow. And even they are right or wrong, i'm feeling f*cking shock.

Don't be dead Mary!!!
Don't be dead Mycorf!!!
Don't be dead Lestrade!!!
Even Sally and Anserson, pls don't be dead!!!!

Moffat, Gatiss, pls don't kill anyone of them! Pls, i beg you two!!!

And yes, i've head something about "drug" or "childhood" or "Sherlock falls apart"...

No!!!!

Don't hurt him. Pls! Don't hurt him again!!!

Ok... Ok... Calm down... Calm down...

Fuck!!!

I don't calm down! I CAN'T CALM DOWN!!!

I AM IN PANIC!!!

I need a shock blanket right now!!!!!

I need HIS LAST VOW now!!!!

Oh my God....

Sherlock last episode of series 3...

On air on next Monday....

His last vow...

Some spoiler said it will be more tear than ever before...

MORE TEAR???

The best episode of this series...

Shock/breath taking/heart breaking/hurt/pain/tear/sceam/cry/....

WTF!!!!

I need some spoiler....

I need more spoiler!!!

I need SPOILER!!!

No...

I don't need spoiler...

Don't give me spoiler...

No no no....

I want to read spoiler...

Oh my f*cking God.... I want some spoiler!!!

I want some. Get me some!!!

I just read some....

I'm so confused...

I'm gonna out of my mind!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............

Ok... I'm saying to myself: "Nice work!" >_>

I'm so sorry, but i guess it took nearly a month to draw all of these things. Unfortunately, unfinished. :(

I can promise anything coz i', bloody busy with school and my laziness... :'(

All i can promise is i will try all my best to finish it before Luna New Year (31th, Jan) ._.

Just... Enjoy whatever...

Human - Such a beautiful song. <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5yaoMjaAmE&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Human by Christina Perri.

I really love this song. And also this video too. She is pretty with this new hair. :)

Love you X-perri! <3

Always be... mistake! -.-

I think i got a lesson learned yesterday that never watch Sherlock when i am in class... But i got this mistake again today. (-.-|||

Ok... Feel so f*cking crazy... Just imagine my class this morning. Everything was so silently. Everyone were forcusing to their lessons. Teacher were talking. Everything would just like every normal classes in this world if there was no ME, laughing at the mobile screen, trying to shut my mouth up but it not work, shaking like crazy because of my fangirling feelings... -.-

For God' sake. I promise this is the last time i get this stupid mistake. Watch movie in class is not very bad if that is not your favorite movie and not your favorite actors in this movie.

Just... Control yourself... Fangirling is a dangerous feeling!

Lesson learned... >_>

1. Never watch Sherlock when you are in class. -_-
2. Do not use Tumblr when you are in a public place.
3. Google is a dark place. ._.
4. No spoiler? No Tumblr and Facebook.
5. Grow a moustache when your best friend gone and shave it when he came back. :))
6. Fangirling feelings still can be stopped. (I did!)  :">
7. Google is a dark place, so Tumblr is actually Hell!
8. Finally see how important Moffiss couple is in fangirl life. ::">
9. If your parents used to read Sherlock Holmes, maybe they shipped Johnlock too. They're just too shy to show that feeling. :3
10. Fangirling feelings need to be shared unless ypur brain will be explored... (It already happened to me...) >_>

Dear crazy fans... =_=

Actors/actresses can lose their jobs thanks to the thing you call "love" for them. -_- Pls, stop showing you shit and just acting like normal lovely fans one more time can u?

Acting is his/her dreams and all his/her life. Can you imagine what will he/she think when he/she knows that the reason made he/she lost his/her job is FANS? You said you love them, but you are hurting them by that way. That's not love, that's stupid, crazy, lost control activities that every idiots do. Pls, stop it!

That's all i want to say. I love them. And because i love them, i will never want to do things that will hurt them. Act like a real fans pls. Don't let your fandom feels shame just because of your fucking love. -_-

Ok... So they actually are just the same project. >_>

I hope you figure out who are both of them... :3

And yes, for noone/someone/whoever finally realized. This is female version of ME, pls. :3

Pls, unfinished versionhere. This is actually just my drafts for ideas...>_>

Anyway... I did actually promo by reblog them. Enjoy. <3

Ok. New project again of again...

Call it "I was left alone to cry..."

So much feel here. :3

Anyway, unknown when will it finished. Of course i have to work with "Just come home first" And that's another story about time... Lol! :))

Sherlock ep2ss3: O.M.F.G!!!!

Ok... The lesson i learned after i watched this ep is: "Don't watch Sherlock when you are in class!"

I absolutely acted like a psychopath when i saw Sherly said the best men speech in John's wedding. Oh My F*cking God! I lost my selfcontrol, and nearly did some fangirling things in front of a hundred eyes in my class. Luckily, my brain was still strong enough to stop me and help me from doing something stupid! :v Emotions finally can not control me! Lol! :))

But for God's sake. This episode was so perfect! Amazing! Wonderful! I still can't take my breath now.

Oh God, thanks for giving us Moffat and Gatgiss! Oh Moffiss, thanks for giving us the best detective tv series ever! <3<3<3 Such like a teen drama series!!! :v

New project again!!!

I will call it "Just come home..."... (I think nso?!)

So much feel!!! I don't know can i finish it or not.... Argggg.... My heart was broken again for them. :'(((

P.s: There are TWO versions of this pic. I can't choose between them. >_> 

New project. A bit feel here. :/

Oh,you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own.
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home....

I draw this for one of my favortpite fiction characters. Always in female version you know. :3

Anyway... Enjoy.

There you are, handgel. Look so sick!!! :v

No caption. Just no caption pls!!! I know i'm weird!

Ok... This is exactly what i want to say when i watch ep1 ss3 of Sherlock...

This is NOT ALL!

But the one who made it did count so i think it's enough for me....

Ok. I watched the first episode of Sherlock ss3 yesterday but i keep watching it again and again and again until now. I can't stop! I don't want to stop! I had waited for too long! TOO LONG to watch this ep. Now i have it in my hand (actually in my tablet) so i don't want to stop anymore.

Oh God! I can't even say a word yesterday. I almost spent all my day jut to watch this episode!

And only one word i can say: AMAZING!!!!

SO AMAZING!

Maybe just bcoz i had waited too long, but i believe thi episode is f*cking awesome!

Moffat, Mark, I love both of you! Both of you. You gave us everything we need in just 1 episode. Sherlolly, Sheriaty, Johnlock, Mycie and Sherly,..... Everything! Even Mary who i thought i should hate is Amazing too!!!

Hug u two a thousand hugs!!! <3 <3 <3

Hannibal is here!!!

Finally, i got u Hanni. The silent of the lamb is coming too. So excited! I can't wait!

Finish! Tada! ::D

Enjoy! <3

New project of 2014!

My pretty sister! <3

Ok... Actually, she is my coulsin. But we are close just like sisters. :3

Hey, my blog is opened again! :3 Happy New Year!

I can't write anything else now. There is TOO MANY THINGS happened today so i need more time to write all of them down. Maybe i will tell you about them later.

Anyway, happy new year! :3